Familiar bad feeling.

I know I shouldn't do this and I need to be positive and everything but, bad feelings happen and best to be honest about them, write them down and get them out of my head....move on.

Today as I looked at my goal for Thanksgiving, I started thinking what I can do to get there. I need to lose another inch in my waist to fit in those pants comfortably for thanksgiving....as I try the 18's on to find that out; I catch sight of the 16's I fit in just this last January. Oh the regret and pain that comes from realizing I gained weight back when I was doing so well. It is hard, it is frustrating and makes a person feel pretty rotten. So there it is, my bad feelings. Hopefully now I can get back to being positive, maybe a set of HD's will cheer me up.

Please no "you can do it" messages, I have really heard that so much it has lost some of it's impact. I know I can do it.....doesn't make the journey sweet and fun all the time. There are still hard days and this is one and many more to come I am sure. Maybe tomorrow you can cheer happily for me again. Nothing personal. Yall are great.