Day 24

Well, depite only taking one of those nasty little packets I have already noticed a difference in how I feel and .... ahem...eliminations. So, I am positive this cleanse will work once I get it in capsules. I will continue with the Intestinal formula #1 as that one is in capsules and then I will start up with formula #2 asap. Thankfully you can start with one anyway if you need to. Just according to the directions I didn't "need" to so I was gonna go straight into step two like it said. But, because I care barely swallow this glop without hurling I will just take a step back and do the usual cleanse prep work first via taking formula one.

Last night my dear husband told me about a local event we used to frequent that he wants to go to again this year....I'm nervous! It is on the 2nd and I really really don't want to get dressed in my best shirt and faded jeans and go out like this. I am so uncomfortable in my own skin. I have no idea if I can get any smaller in that short amount of time but I'm gonna try. I just am not excited at all about going due to sheer embarrassment of how I look. So it is a little depressing while at the same time I hope it lights a fire under me to take this to a new level.

So, I have roughly 21 days until I have to get dressed up. 21 days to get a little slimmer and find something halfway nice looking to wear. I am blessed with what I do have, I hate to complain. At least I would love for my nicest shirt to fit over my stomach better! A little more breathing room and fitting back into my black dress pants would be nice. They are way too tight right now. So, sigh.

I have been working so hard on the baby steps with my eating habits I have let exercise fall to the wayside...again. Such a shame. But, time to suck it up and move on from that. It has only been a week since I worked out but that is too long! :P